I hate it

 

I just hate it

 

when there is no love

 

 

it is so boring

 

when a man in my country cant give his woman pleasure ........

when a woman in my country cant give her man pleasure....

 

 

i just hate it

 

I hate it when love is abssent ...

love is not a daily celebrations ..

 

i ahte it when i see couples dont celebrate love on a daily basis stating " I am busy "!

 

well i dont hate it . i am just

just

just

fucked up

with this abssence of the daily celebrations about love

the lackness of intimacy

the death of of the majority

 

i see dead people

i see ghosts

i see shadows

i rarely see humans

 

 

 

rarely see couples kissing under rain

rarely see men surprising their lovely women with fresh roses ( not copying a movie scence they saw last night )

I rarely see women spreading their hairs and jum in the streed with their sneakers

 

 

rarely see mothers jogging and screeming loudly with joyce with their babies in crowded places

 

rarely see  sparkling eyes

 

 

i see prceious gifts

cars

big celebrations

airtickets

big homes

extended families

 

 

rules and rules

and more rules and rules

 

i see people who lost the chid inside forever

 

people wearing luxarious jewleries, attendign fancy restaurants, but dried inside no matter how much they drink .. or sparkle ..

 

the gift of love is dry

 

 

i see females and males who get affected by a movie scene but never dare to fly up high by creating their own love lives ...

 

the next day they see a movie , they copy and paste ..

 

how rude and in-human is it to copy passions and their expressions .

 

are we that much poor .

 

 

I guess that we wont grow up again untill we learn how to be creative in love once again . .. ..

 

 

 

 

while working on the visual identity paper / book . i was faced by some interesting visuals that i am poting here as a critical example of how the visual identity can be manipulated .

 

 

in the four images below you can see how "  The apartheid wal " can be communicated  . this wall is isloating palestinians in the biggest open air prison " humanity " history had ever known . this is reality . it is closing the horizon of hope . this is reality . and it is cement and thus grey . just so much grey, dead and cold . this is reality .

 

 

 

 

 

I remember myself  short, cute, with no chest or face hair, bright eyes and hair and sitting happily watching "Tom & Jerry"© .

 

just a short calm child . just as many of you . ok of course the only difference is that some of you were females so they didnt experience the new hair on chest . yakh. but at least u werent in ur period yet . i guess.

 

but most important thing is that we all were more free minded . more open to innocent enjoyment . and more into a postion where we are very much sure that our pleasing experiences are deffinetly harming no other person on this planet.

 

today every time i log into a restaurant and leave the some food behind . i lose the pleasure of the experince recalling the daily figures about those diing because of hunger!

 

today, every time i log into the net and use it to post a thought . i feel the pain not being able to help those not only with no access to the net but also electricity, and knowledge of writing .

 

and today when i enjoy watching a sexy ad for a topless top model endorsing a perfume , i feel guilty that my advertising knowledge is still being the slave of my hidden lusts and i feel more guilty for those who get the chance on a daily basis to see topless . dead bodies with hald of the flesh smashed on the street scratching blackness.

 

 

the journey of pleasure should be traveled with all responsbility. and i keep saying, that the toughest decisions we make on a daily basis are those linked to our pleaures .

 

 

"Tom & Jerry"© inside my subconcious . i like it or I dont , doesnt make a difference . and siting on the couch in that modest house . as a middle class child was a real fun . you know why . because i wasnt aware to the concept of fun yet.

 

I didnt have to judge and evaluate " am i having fun ? is this the best fun i can get ? what are the alternatives ?"

 

then life taught me a lot . and one of the wisdoms it gave me is that there are always a " Tom and Jerry "© in real life . those who want to catch and usualy the less smart ones and those who want to trick and those who are the smaller in power :)

 

but when i idiolgize the " Tom & Jerry"© i feel i am commiting a sin !!!

 

for that child has the full right to be left in peace . away from the politics games and the TOUGH world .

 

i bet there are some children who still love to watch simple 2d cartoons in the era of 3d and sex cartoons full of FX . i bet there are still some parents who understand their missions and responsibilities in affording their children a small calm place with a small balnket in winter times and some cold juice in summer noons to enjoy the purity early enough and before they enter the TOUGH world . So that they keep peaceful chamber that they can have it as shelter in times of trouble or .. or in times of questionning life essence .... :):)

 

 

 

 

 note of importance: it is well recognized by those who get the chance to watch "Tom & Jerry" © that these short flashes are considered to be some of the violent scenes in cartoon industry ( axes - knieves .. so on ) . funy thing is that i needed to force myself to recall all the details to find myself recallign jerry cutting tom's tail with an axe. so interesting enought the psychological impact which is that i remmebr cool and teder shots rather than wild ones . i dont knwo if this harms :) i hope not coz i didnt cut some cat's tail with any axe so far lool