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    December 31

    :) my grand ma :) 7bebti

    my grand ma did it
     
    she spend 3 hour sin the operation then yess she did it . the success margion was only 60 %.
     
    but yes ino she did it and i am so happy . i just came back . it is 8:14 night and i am so tired i will go eat somethin . take a shower and enjoy my thanking ceremony :)
     
    bosat to all :)

    my unfrozen hot food

    what is your position ? my friend tells me
     
     
    we were talkin politics .
     
    u were so american 10 years ago . no u r so francophnic ..
     
    u are not totaly with bashar al assad administration and political programs, but you think dropping him is the worst scenario that can ever happen . and you are not with an islamic authority in any way. 
     
    so simply i am a growing person . i am totaly against any static governing, against any frozen laws. my apetite imidielty drop low .
    justice & programing are the first two components when i do my benchmarking homework.
     
     
     
    i am totaly against any religious rulling
    totally totally totally
     
    give me my space and give my neighbor his space and i am ok
    space of speech, expressing, loving , creation, criticisim and equal opportunities and i am so much content .
     
    i think there is enough wealth in this country that if managed properly we can be the fist nation with no single poor man on this earth . this is not hard at all . at all . at all . at all .
     
     
    give me a breathe .
     
    i got to go think about otehr things than hijab and islamists ...
     
    about somethin else than dectatorship and enemies .
     
    i want to think about how we can reach the moon in 2050. how we can dicover the beauty of mars .
    how we can feed teh majority of the arab nation , how we can be the most recognized country in the middle east as " the art and culture hub "
     
    i got to think and create , i am already too late ..
     
    so long, see you after 10 years ..
     
    love and kisses . married :foreheads, singles and commited :checks, singles and not commited and looking for commitment: mouths ....
     
     
    passion and creation are my unforzen , hot food .
     
     
     
     
     

    phobia / lust -- and information societies

    "info lust " is one of the rapidly growing terms in our contemorary societies . the term easily indicates what is stands for . people lust towards information .
     
    i find myself repsonsible to raise up three points with regard to " info lust"
     
    firstly it is a term that is still not universal . many countires around the world are still in the very basic levels of gettin familair with the concept of " information " itself. so the lust isnt there yet .
     
     
    secondly, a widely misconception can be easily spoted here . info-lust is not in any way knowledge lust . as much as it is not data-lust
     
     
    thirdly, it is so funky . yes i meant to say funky, that at the same era we withness TWO terms playing hard enough in forming societal behaviors . info-lust & islamophobia .. :)
     
    so what our lust is about - EXACTLY - if we are still getting panic of hearing the word muslim or the word islam . :)
     
    mind me . but wont it be nicer if we said . infobia :) or maybe better put it . phobia-lust :)
     
    addiction to phobias era . . .
     
     
    December 30

    my grand ma

    the moment my grand ma falled down .. i was thinking is she going to get up
     
    after some moments i was wondering .. is she ok ?
     
    after some moments i was wondering would this 90 years old lady be able to make it and walk to the sofa ?
     
     
    as i realized that NO ...she can't .. my next question as i was hearing hear mowing in pain was .. will she be able to bear the pain?
     
    as the pain lasted .. my question was how long will this damn pain lasts ?
     
    then the doctor came, we took a picture - this time with ample of ugly radiation -  and the doc. said:" she has one of two options, either to do an operation with high risk level in her upper thigh that was broken, or she has to lay with heavy weight in her leg for months on her back under supper "hard " conditions .. " so my next queston was ....
     
    gosh !
     
    isn't life a little bit similar..
     
     
    fall, get up , it is harder this time .... and u need to choose .
    alongside there is that other heavy metal knocking caring questions .....
     
     
    but we love life
     
    yes i do .
    pray for my grand ma .. i love her
    she is the only one left from in my family from the first generation of the four palestinian generations of refugees   ..  she has petite size body, she is not pretty at all .. she is my roots my grand ma . i love her . i love her so much
     
     
     
     
     
    December 26

    Shakespeare 2006 - 2007

     
    to believe in god or not to beleive, that is NOT the question
     
    to beleive in peace, freedom of expression, democracy, intercultural dialouge, the other.... or not to believe that is NOT the question....
     
     
    to do what you SAY that you beleive in or NOT to do it,  that IS the Toughest Question
     
     
    courtesy to Shakespeare

    cotcho motcho

     
     
     
     
     
    yesss lots of things in this life has meanings that we dont understnd . so why bothering trying to figure out what does cotho motcho means..
     
     
    to be honest it means                     .
     
    ohh ! u cant read the white ink here ? 
     
    then i am sorry i cant help anymore
     
     
     
    ( ahh by the way, that was just a sample of the arab authorities speeches, SURXSUR-Realistic )
    December 25

    sexy

    liking a veryyyyyyyyyyy sexy strange woman's back is not at all like liking ur own woman's back
     
     
    the former is sexy
    the latter is very sexy

    two socks

    once upon life time there were two socks
     
    it was so cold and snowy in a windy winter night .. when the two socks were wathcing tv . one of the two jumped and said . i want to go out for some fresh ai r walk.
     
    the otehr shouted " come onnnn , u cant go out now , it is so windy and coldddd"
     
    remain here near the fire place and in this causy room , the blankets are irresistable and it is better to remian here ,,,"
     
    no no i want to go out .. so  i wont to be out of his foot in the first place ..
     
    ok said the parnter ..
     
    so i want u to help me
     
    how ?
     
    flirt with his leg
     
    so the otehr sock started flirting with his feet and leg
    and then he picked his sock
     
    buttttt then She took of the flirting sock too and enjoyeed his naked feet ..
     
    wooo i am out now , on the floor , u bad guy u convienced me to flirt to let u out of his leg , but look at me now ,, i am out too ...
     
     
     
    not to be continued .....
     
    December 22

    To Léa

     
     
    I already miss you like heaven
    like a young adult fresh hands miss a cup of hot coffe in a cold weather
    like a palestinian miss his home land
    like an oriental  1/4 tone misses the ears of a fatigue old lady
     
    like shepered misses his sheep
     
    like a dreamer misses his dream
     
    i miss you so much
    as a sceintist who has been killed by a dectator misses his labrotory
    like a snow flick misses the christmas night
     
    like a night misses the family gathering celebration
     
    like a pond of water misses the feetsteps of two crazy lovers
     
     
    I miss you so much .. you know . so much
     
     
    like a pampered prince misses the scratches in his knees while playig in the background when he was young
     
    like a married unsatisfied woman misses her thoughts about love satisfaction when she was young
     
    like a soldire misses his leg
     
    like an orange misses being on tree branch in a wintter morning
     
     
     
    like a poet misses the old days when he was creative enough to say what he wants without saying " i miss you like ... and like ....
     
    like a preast misses his sins
    like a prostitute misses her hopes aboout true love
     
    I miss you like thinker misses a space of thinking
    i miss you like a drying wound misses some finger tounches
     
    like a head misses a shower
    like a nose misses a sneeze
     
    like a stomack misses the food
    like a blood misses its venses
     
    I miss you like a writter misses his words and like the words misses some creative writer to find them  
     
    Like the moon misses armestrong's steps
     
    like the cacke misses the bites
     
    I miss you like i miss you
     
    I miss you like I can't tell
     
     
     
    December 13

    smiles and oranges

     
     
    smiles and oranges
     
     
    yes thats all .. they stand for hope .. prisoners ,, political prisoners :)

    My documentaries - 2007

    I am involved in Three documentary films projects for the year 2007:
     
    first one is about:
    youth perspectives / cultural understanding / attitudes and perspectives towards tomorrow
     
    second one is :
    Philipine & Serilanaka in Syria ( homemates )
     
     
    Third one is :
    Palestine - documenting - a dynamic memory
     
     
    wish me Luck and please be my master if you think you are eligible

    I love

     I Love
     
    (,)
     
     

    The First : Art & Culture Management company in syria

    nanannnaaaaa
     
    i am almost done with the publication " nas wa brands "
     
    and now i am on my next step of lanuching ( restructurig - positioning - clarifing the identity ) of the First art & culture management company in Syria .
     
    i am going to let know about the details in a month . ALLL the details :)
     
    it is going to be something
     
    if you feel like you are into art and culture and want to work on cultural managment just drop me a line . you are welcome on board as a contributor, an advisor, a partner or even MY own manager ;) :) - seriously - :)
     
    its a work that is about passion and lots of money . do you beleive this . it is finaly there .. who can resists . i invented the formula :P
     
    kissses

    The " FIRST " Branding Publication in Syria

    so my new magazine is on the way . finaly to the market .
    it is the first publication about commercial communications and brand management in Arabic Language .
    and the main objective is to transfeer the knowledge to Syrians who are supposed to be in the communication / branding domian .
    i hope we will reach the taregeted subscribers number for the fiscal year ending December 2007.
     
    the name is " Nas wa Brands " menaing people & brands . if you want to know why this is the name then you have to - at least - go through the publication .
     
    we will be distributing about 1500 free issues in the launching phase . only the first month . this is a Trial for Free issue . and we are much sure that the subcribers will go for it latter on . actually, the 60 $US per year subscribtion fees should be affordable for the majority in syria per our study .
     
    this is a benchmarking specialized magazine that will help other experts in syria in setting a industry norms..
     
     
    yalla the product is gona be there soon . and i cant wait to see it born .
     
    read my next blog to know my next plan :) ;)
     
    love ya all guys.
     
    by the way - ehh for you guys living outside syria , please ask me a copy of the first issue , in case u were interested to have a look . I am sure you -- might be -- :):)
     
    i love this combination of words - i am sure / you MIGHT be :) so cool isnt it :)
     
    mowh
    smackkkk
    bosat
     
     
    December 10

    Life costs = <>

    we come to life without paying
     
    we pay to be parried
     
    funerals and tombs should be well decorated ..
     
    we come to life rationals
    we leave it totaly insane
     
     
    dont u agree with me ?
     
    :)

    Fresh Flesh - but whose gulity it is ?

    some people grill the beef while others are getting killed in the war in other country
     
    that doesnt make them guilty offcourse
     
     
    some people eat grilled meals in fancy restaurants while other peoples flesh are getting grilled in other countires because of war ..
     
    that doesnt make them guilty offcourse
     
     
    some people die in other in other countries because of war and their images get transmited via Tv channels to homes and restaurants all over the world .. 
     
    that makes them guilty indeed for spoiling the evening of those pampered big children !!!!
     
     
     
     
    [Pardon: no photos ] not to be semi-gulity
    December 09

    some people

    dome people steal, others dont
     
    some people kill, others dont
     
    some people hate, others dont
     
    some people + the other some people die
     
     
    some people lie, few dont
     
     
     

    I love

    i love balls and flowers
     
    i love pens and skies
     
    I love thinking
     
    and
     
    her
     
     
    :)

    THE LAKE

     
     
    while exploring the mountains .. there were lots of beautiful jungles ... keep walking
     
    then keep walkin and enjoying ..
     
    the moment you feel tired , so much tired .. and in front of the eyes there is a completely awsome and wonderful view.
     
    a sparkling calm lake ...
     
    the light of sun is daincing on its face ina very graceful way ....
     
     
    terquize and so calm ..
     
    closer to the lake and there are only two ideas that are jumping in the head while the sun is going to set ..
     
    to jump or not to jump .
     
    the seduction and the surprise asks us to jump
     
    the bold mind says dont jump .. u dont know swimming
     
    regretting that there was no chance to learn swimming earlier ... regretting ,
     
    but then who can resist such a seduction .......
     
     
     
     
    two contradicted ideas are altering in the mind .. to jump .. or not to jump ...
     
    if only the idea of going back learning swimming and comming back to this lake can ever occure to the mind then the ultimate happiness has been achieved. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
     
    if only .. we can recall that there is always another way , another possiblity when we get faced by seduction .. then we can be the winner
     
    unfortunately we humans has been taught to eaihter be couered or too adventurous ..
     
    we haer never been taught or taught ourselves that the most combination happens when we can equipe ourselves with knowledge so that we can enjpy the lust of seduction !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
     
    . .. . . . ...  [ , ]
     
     
     
     

    احتكار الدين

    اغتصاب الدين
     
     
    يبدو أننا سنمر و لسنوات طويلة جداً بتكرار مشهد البشاعة التاريخي من حيث رؤية أقلية مسيطرة تلتهم الأديان , تتاجر بها , و توحي لنا بل و تأمرنا حول ما يمكننا و ما لا يمكننا
     
    تأمرنا كيف نحب و متى نحب و كيف نعيش .... بل ...
     
    ويُملون علينا كيف نموت و متى
     
     
    احتكار الدين ليس مفاجأة تاريخية . يبدو أنه صيرورة
    يحتكرون الدين و يببيعونه في أيام الحاجة . هم يجعلون البشر في حاجة
     
    لطالم احتكرت الصهيونية اليهودية
     
    و لطالما احتكرت جماعات كثيرة المسيحية في أوروبا و أمريكا . وما ال ( ك. ك. ك ) إلا واحدة من الأمثلة البشعة
     
    لكن قذارة ما يجري حالياً من احتكار الدين (((  الاسلامي ))) مفجعة
     
     
    إذا أنها تصب في اتجاه واحد و هو استعبادنا جميعاً
     
    تكفيرنا جميعاً
     
    ارغامنا على الانتحار جميعأً فيما يسمى عمليات (((( فدائية )))) ........  هراء
     
     
    لعل فرق الحشاشين هي أول من روج هذا المفهوم ( الانتحاري) ثم عدنا فاسترجعناه مرةً أخرى اسلامياً في عدد من الأفلام و نشرات الأخبار الهاربة التي أظهرت جحافل المدنيين الايرانية و هي تقتحم الحدود نحو الجنة في الحرب العراقية الايرانية
     
     
    من ثقافة الخوف و الظلمة إلى ثقافة الانتحار و الموت
     
    هل يبدو هناك مفراً من الكآبة
     
    هل يبدو هناك مفراً من تصدير الارهابيين
     
    نجحت القوى المتأسلمة في تصدير ثقافة الموت بدلاً من ثقافة ( السلام عليكم ) .. و نجحت في أشياء أخرى اكثر شراً
     
     
    نجحت في جعل مجلس العلماء في السعودية يصدر فتاو تحرم تقديم الورد أثناء زيارة المرضى , و نجحت في جعل المسلمين يعتقدون أن ( الاسلام هو الحل ) الحل لماذا ؟ لمشاكل العقم ؟ أم لمشاكل مدن يعيش سكانها في المقابر في وقت وصل فيه جيرانهم على الضفة الأخرى للبحر إلى كواكب معلقة في السماء ؟
     
     
    و نجحت تلك القوى المـسلمة من إقناع العالم بأن بن لادن مسلم , و من جعل لاوعي المسلم العربي يصفق حين سقط برجا نيويورك
     
    و نجحت في جعلنا نبذل دم البشر في مقابل الحجر متاسين قول رسول المسلمين " لأن تدك الكعبة حجراً على حجر أهون عند الله من أن تسقط قطرة دم مسلم " لكن يبدو أننا محكومون من قبل تلك القوى التي تريد إعادتنا إلى عبادة الحجر
     
     
    و الأسوء أن قضايا المسلمين باتت تتراوح ما بين خرقة قماش و تجييش المظاهرات للرد على مريض نفسي يتمتع بشتم الموتى و إن كانوا رسلاً و أنبياء
     
    و كأننا ألفنا تعظيم النوافه فسمينا الأولى ( قضية الحجاب ) و سمينا الآخرى (إلا رسول الله ) و ماذا بعد ؟
     
     
     
    كفلت تلك الهمجية التكفيرية كل ما يلزم لجعلنا أسرى الخوف فدعمت ديكتاتورية الأقلية و ووحشت كماً كبيراً من شبابنا معتدة على المال و المخدرات و الشهوة فكان أن وجدنا بيننا شباباً لا يؤمن بالعقل و ينسى أن دينه دين عقل قبل أي شيء آخر . إبتدأ بكلمة ( إقرأ ) و امتلأ بعبارات تحض على التفكر و التعقل و النظر و التفقه
     
     
    أطفأوا سراج عقول الأكثرية
     
    و ملأوا المدارس بخطابات حجرية
     
    و حرموا علينا الحب و الحياة
     
    صاروا أوصياء علينا دون إذن منا
     
    دون تفويض منا
     
    دون انتخاب منا
     
    و لم يهتموا بالطبع بتذكير الأكثرية بأن أي قرار و إن كان ذا مرجعية دينية لا يحق نفاذه إلا بالشورى / الديمقراطية الحوارية
     
     
    نراهم يستلمون الحكم هنا و هناك . و نحن قابعون في أقبية المخابرات أو عروش الثروة أو كذبة التثقف
     
     
     
     
     
     
    كلا ليس من حقهم اغتصاب الدين
     
    إننا ننتصر عليهم يومياً بالايمان
     
    لنا عقلنا و لهم سيفهم
    لنا روحنا و لهم عصبيتهم
    لنا عملنا الجريء و لهم غدرهم
     
     
    لنا يملون علينا كيف نموت كما يملون على أتباعهم .
    كل ما يستطيعون فعله هو قتلنا
    وأقل ما نستطيع فعله هو جعلهم يقراونا