there war doesnt mean a thing to me

 

there army doesnt mean a thing to me

 

there victories and their defeats dont mean anything to me

 

I am a human

 

and i AFRAID war

 

I hate war

 

I sacrafice my daily normal living not to kill

 

not to bleed

 

 

i sacrifice parts of my very dear dreams not to sacrifice myself

 

 

 

 

 

 

on her way back

 

the footage was running ..

 

the nargila bubles and the marmers about the war 

 

 

cut

 

a cold city

 

a window that is facing coldly the cement .

 

 

cut

 

the newspaper header on the table near the glass of the tea

the glass that is served with water in a low service quality , like everyone is in a run

 

 

cut

 

talks .. israili are agreesive but hizbulla is agressive too .. in a french tounge ..

 

cut

 

 

arabs marmers again and this time it is the tv

 

 

everywhere the tv news

 

cut

 

 

but what about civilian lebanese .. ? a defender to arabs side is shouting in french

 

 

cut

 

nassralla pictures in the street on microbuses , on walls, on cars... heallriously ...

 

 

cut

 

no hizbulla is in charge too ,..hizbulla responsible for the death of his own civilains

 

cut

 

on the train back

 

 

she writes:

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ici tu oublies le bruit des armes

Le monde est beau

L’Orient n’est plus proche

Et tu peux rêver

Sans problème

 

Tu peux décider dans ton fauteuil

Où se trouvent le bien et le mal

Tranquillement

Tranquillement

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I find it so stupid when I hear people saying “ I love life to be this way but unfortunately it is not “

 

I find it so lazy to hear people all the time saying that life is not as they want it to be . like this or like that .

 

And I even find it more painful when I hear such words from young people .

 

And I tell them one word. You make life what you want.

 

I tell them one word . no matter what the thing you want to be is hard to be it is still can be after 30 years from now . so you better start working on rendering your dreams into realities .

 

You want to go on a trip around the world and photo old ladies, prostitutes and young children and compile all that under one title best seller book ? you can do it .

 

You want to impress your girl friends with an answer about why apples fall down from tress? you can do it .

 

You want to help people go back to the times of making sex without being afraid of dining ? you can do it .

 

You want your country to be the first exporter in the world of high quality environmentally – friendly bicycles ?  you can , you can .

 

You want to buy a pair of sneakers ? you can

 

You want to stop the young people from bombing themselves? you can.

 

You only want to start. With passion, persistence and self denial . YOU CAN

And

syrian to the bone wrote the girl

 

then egyptian to the bone wrote another girl

 

then lebanese to the bone wrote yet another girl

 

french to the bone

 

saudi to the bone

 

italian to the bone

 

 

usa to the bone

 

russain to the bone

 

maldifian to the bone

israeli to the bone

palestinian to the bone

 

no wonder people find no harm breaking the ( other ) bone .

it seems that they have the best bone on the earth ..

 

 

 

i hate it

 

i just hated

 

 

 

(( once again this is just about how we can lingusitics help figuring out the kind of tomorrow emerging societies ))

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i TOLD THE PRETTY

 

THE FLOWER THAT IT IS A PETTY

 

THAT RELEGIONS FIGHT

 

A LOT

 

for the sake

of the tears

 

 

and the drops of the blood and the fears.

 

for all those who had faught and died

for out our sons and daughters

 

 

we promise you all

that we will never quit

 

 

we will remain comitted to your sacrafices

 

 

and yes

we know

that

you wanted peace

and not war

 

not war

 

not war

 

 

and thats why

we prmise no more

 

blood or tears...........

we try

we fail

then we try

and then again we fail

but then we try very much hard

but then again we fail

 

 

 

then we try

and fail again

try once more

fail once more

 

 

 

 

we grow older

we try more

we fail more

we grow more

we try more

we fail more

 

 

 

 

then we try

and die

and the next day we dont get the chance to try again

but then we succeed.

 

 

someone after us just fixed the tiny thingy there

and it worked

and they celebrated

actualy they are still celebrating

 

we tried

we succeeded

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I have many of them .. my best friends actulay dont beleive in god ...

 

mmmm

 

well well

 

sometimes in ur secretive so smart questions u can make people say what they usualy dont say .. dont you agree with me about this . ?

well, and i did it many times , i mean this technique of diving deeper . and i bet that many people had did it to me more :)

this is so ethical , this is not deceving . it is just so caring .

all of us are good by nature - i beleive so - and we don't tend to hurt ( unless we have been treated unfairly and this is when we usualy have the two scenarios of hurting or forgiving).. that's the basic rationale that seeds under subliminal questions and influences. at least that is what i think with my ink .

 

 

such questions are so helpful to define the meanings of the religious / no religious people .

 

and you know what . it is so funy . coz you will find nothing .

 

it is just as if you are comparing light to speed .. can you ? is one of them is better than the other . is one of them is the ideal ? no one can tell . this is a false comparission .

 

both involve time factor . but does that make them compareable . NO. I think again with leseer ink.

 

the deilama of to beleive or not to beleive is eternal . does that make any of us in a position that entitles us to debate this with close friends ? NO .

 

does that mean it is an interesting issue . ? ofcourse it is .

 

i beleive in god . you dont beleive in god . why dont we enjoy talkin about this then ! :)

 

 

 

 

 

((( i know this is simplified post .. i just wanted to post it coz i felt it and i am not in a mood to go deeper about it .. )) maybe one day in my book ((( A god with a sense of humor ))) you can know more about this . :)

 

kissing u god

kissing u friends

i am a winner

 

some of us spend their lives helping releasing the pains of others, recovering them from their health downturns .we tend to call these as medicanes, pharmacists or even physical therapists.

on the other hand, some people spend their creating a physical abssence to tragedic ends , this is usualy accomplished by burrying bodies under ground in the grave yeard . sometimes per certain descent ceremonies others without .

 

 

and in between those who try to prevent or smooth the pain and those who put a physical descent end to it we find many types of others.

sometimes we see those who create death , soldires and their officers supported with their governments and this happens during war times . other times we see those who put ends to lives under different definitions and lables such as . honor crimes, war against terrorisim or even spreading the word of god by certain muslims, jews, budhaists and christian meliciants just to name few.  

 

politicians sometimes bring more destruction and death than soldires in war battles . writters other times bring even more hatred to the humanity dictionery , and apply the same concepts for movie makers..

 

what is your career?

 

are you a doctor, a welder or a soldire , ?

are you a politician ? a writter or moviemaker ?

 

 

 

whatever it is ... did it ever happen that you thought about it that much clearly and straight forward that "what you do is what you do ! " ?

 

your career is your community !

your career is wherther you accept it or not is affecting people living thousands of miles far away ....

your career is affecting your next to door neighbor, your son and your lover . . .

 

 

are we standing bare against of the ehics mirror when we think so .

that i am as  singer obliged to spread peace and love values rather than hatred and lust ones .

and i am as a welder need to weld a stage of a theater ironic bars or a  childs game rather than welding a fighter plane wing!

and with some repetion .. have i ever thought that i am as an ecrivan i am " obliged " to write about inter-cultural integration and harmony rather than writing about cultral conflicts , to spread the concept of the ONE uniqe and diversified source of all ( current ) cultures and calls even more for the ( respect & love ).

 

 

and i prefer to spend my life fighting for syria . . .with no sowrds or guns .. whether my dear friend like it or not ...

 

 

in syria we need people who work for democracy .. people who stand bold and say to bashar al assad we dont agree with you when they dont agree with him .

 

in syria we need people who call for a more democratic an fair education laws, systems and tutorials. rather than this polarized situation

 

we need pople who are real activists and call for the fair treatment of the country's brains. fair treatment for the country people who accuire the knowledge and are so willing to share it and transfeer it so honeslty and ethicly .

 

i hate the way ia m living ..

 

sielence and no action generates agressiveness ..

 

i hope no one get surprised when he sees radicalists amongsts intellectuals in the forthcomming years if these alerts signs havent been taken seriously .

 

but hope alone counts nothing !

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

أشعر بعزلة قاسية

مخرجها الوحيد الأمل

 

عزلة قاسية يفرضها النظام الكوني الجديد

 

بقيادة الولايات المتحدرة تارةً

و الأصوليات الدينية تارةً ثانية

و الديكتاتوريات العربية تارةً ثالثة

 

 

عزلة تقضي بتصنيف البشر

غالباً بحسب معسكرين

 

مع الولايات المتحدة أو ضدها

مع الحرب ادينية أو ضدها

مع الصمت الوطني و الاجماع الشعبي على قائد مختار مقدس أو ضد ذلك

 

 

و هذا متعب

 

هل تفهم يا بني

 

إنه متعب

 

لكن تذكر إن الأسماك الكبيرة تسبح في الأعماق

 

و النجوم تحلق بعيدة في السماء

 

و حرية العقل ليست ميراثاً تتناقله الأجيال

 

عليك بالأمل و العمل

 

 

 

 

 

و أخرج من وحدتي رغماً عني